"What remains after we rid ourselves of the delusions? What else besides nihilism? Why not suicide? Once we’ve come to terms with our mortality and the utter pointlessness of it all–the fact that, in the long run, no one cares and nothing matters–then what? […] When you stop believing the lies, what’s left to believe in? It seems like there’s nothing… what kind of life will you lead if you can’t believe in anything?"
- Delusion Damage: The Hardest Thing In The World (via extrinsical)
(via pylangelov)
"People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head — the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you."
- William H Woodwell Jr. (via mojadjevojka)
(Source: venebelle, via johnny-budi-dobar)